Tomorrow is March

Time passes differently when you have a job. I’d forgotten about that. I don’t have so much time to waste anymore…. More »

Oh the decadence!!!

Well not really, but I thought this would make for a nice title. I am writing about last weekend and about general stuff. Cuz that’s what I do these days – now that I’m so busy having a job and stuff. *eek* More »

This blog is now five years old!!!

Yes yes it’s been a full five years since I wrote my very first entry in this blog / journal / thing. Five years of my life documented on the Internet… and so much has happened during that time.

I’ve been planning to write a big “retrospective” for weeks now, but as it usually goes I left it too late. So I’ll defer it for now. But you get a new header with old layouts for a while and stuff. And perhaps I’ll do the longer entry some time soon. 🙂

PS It’s also my slore‘s birthday today!!! Which is what I’ll be occupied with for the rest of the day. She’s a bit older than five though.

I am back.

As you can see. Can’t be bothered elaborating really. Was moved to a new server cuz of downtimes and then it just… ooooh whatever. But if you can read this then it is back for you (takes a while for DNS to propagate).

Apart from that I don’t wanna talk about nothing much. The sea is beautiful. I will get our Placebo tickets tomorrow. I am oh so tired. And right now I am having a really tough time keeping the balance between the normal world with normal people, and this other world with all its drama.

Normal world, normal people, please stick with me, please don’t give up on me if sometimes I cannot conform to your expectations. I am trying, I am working on it, I want this, at least I think so. I may find out it is not for me in the end and in that case I apologize for wasting your time. But please give me a chance.

And you know (you readers, not ‘you normal world’) I just realised that Rick is the first fag I am obsessing over who is “normal” (i.e. not obviously fucked up). Being who I am (overanalysing things that is) I have come up with two possible explanations:

1. he actually is fucked up and my fuckedup-radar has subconsciously picked that up. (there have been indicators of this but nothing major)
2. I am, right now, desperately seeking a normal obsession and there he is! Perfect distraction from fuckedupfags whom I love far more than I can deal with.

And then there is of course option 3:

1. no reason at all. I just stupidly started obsessing over Rick. There does not have to be an explanation for everything does there.

But of course I don’t buy that one. There must be a reason! Which I may not have worked out yet, but it is probably there.

And to finish I shall quote Jeff (who is not gay and still marvellous) who said, upon hearing about Rick:
I really do want to explore your enthusiasm for the obviously gay. None of us can ever change what floats our boat, but does this one lead to something fulfilling…
(which is similar to something my Angel Person said the other night)

I said I’d just quote. So I shall not comment. I will now sleep. Tomorrow normal-fag-obsession. Yay.

Oh forthcoming Placebo concert!

I. Am. So. Placebo. Obsessed. And it’s so so so so so good. Because I will see them soon. I am skipping in the street listening to their music, safe in the knowledge that I will see them again in – OMFG in two weeks and one day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! More »

I’m in luuuurve!!!!

Who needs immature boys when you can have a Richard? Rick Rick Rick Rick Rick!! 😡 😀 More »

Protected: Boys boys boys

Protected: I am Tomless

Happy fucking Valentine’s Day!

*muahaha* More »

I swear I did not cheat!!!

You Belong in Paris

You enjoy all that life has to offer, and you can appreciate the fine tastes and sites of Paris. You’re the perfect person to wander the streets of Paris aimlessly, enjoying architecture and a crepe.