This is not a p-p-p-penguin

I was going to write a general life update. The title is actually from last night, thought it might inspire me this morning. *lol*

I’m pissed off now. I had a dream about Kryptonite again last night and this morning as I was vacuuming I just flipped. WHY THE FUCK DOES HE DO THIS SHIT?? Just throw an email at me and then disappear into the aether again?! It’s so fucking selfish and cruel. Does he not see that? Or does he in fact see it very clearly and just not give a fuck, because his feelings matter of course, but mine don’t!? Ugh, and I wish I could just cut him loose – snip snip, begone – but of course I am stupid stupid stupid. FUCKER. Just leave me the fuck alone if you can’t – once, just once! – be a decent human being! Ugh. :(( 😐

Right. With that out of my system, let me continue with a general life update. I didn’t write from Norway again, did I. The party went well – there was much food (sooooo much food) and cake, and also many people who were a bit scary but not too much. And then we had another day of eating food and… stuff, and then I already had to leave again. 🙁 Theeen I had three days of work at two jobs (but actually only went in two and a half, cuz yaaawn). Then it was the weekend! Yesterday I went to London to have lunch (and drinks and coffee) with Tris and squiZZ and then to Tate for Munch. Lovely day! 😀 Today it’s back to work (and I’ve finally unpacked the Norway suitcase! *lol*).

The general job situation now is thus:

• The temporary job is done. They may have something for me again at some point in the future but I wouldn’t count on it.
• The “second agency” job is actually starting in January, tho we have two days of training this week and a few days of a supershort project the last week of October. So this will be my main (only) job soon. It’s 20hrs a week and the very short version is “it’s medical surveys”. With Austrians! 😀
• I still have my “old” job and am wavering about quitting early. On the one hand, I am so over that job and would love two months off before new job starts. OTOH, I have been spending so much money on shit that I probably shouldn’t cut off the one tiny source of income I do have. *lol* But yaawn, that job is such a bloody drag. And when have I ever been reasonable, right?

 
In other news, I now have a ticket for each of the artists whose newly released albums I mentioned in this entry:

• Mika in mid-December. Going with my manager from Amex. 😀
• P!nk in April. So long to go I know. But yay P!nk!
• Amanda Palmer in – eek – eight days! Found ticket on Twitter and the girl didn’t even want money for it! 😀 Never seen her before (except for 5mins at OWS) so quite excited.

 
Oh, and Placebo have an EP out today. I am still getting used to it. I like some of the songs, some of them I feel meh about. Definitely no Song To Say Goodbye on there, but it’s nice to have new Placebo music. Now how about a last concert to make up for the missed Helsinki one? 😐 *lol*

OK, I’m donnnnnnnnnnnne!!!!!!!!!!!!!