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I am not tired
Wed, Aug 23 2006 @ 19:56   //   Category: Life & Me   //   5 comments

And this is not about air travel security.

It's about me. Today I sent off three job applications. The first ones since before I left for the US, which was about 6 weeks ago. *cough* So that's... good. Good cuz I actually did something.

I also have a fairly normal sleeping pattern again - going to bed around midnight-1am, waking up around 9.30-10. That's also good. Today I didn't even have an afternoon nap (unlike the previous days, but that was to help switch from my 6am rises to more normal hours).

And I drink lots of herbal teas and squash and sometimes Coke. I eat a lot too. Probably more than I should. But eating is nice. And I read. I finished my book and am now reading the next one.

I am also being a good girl and taking my happy pills, and not drinking, and on Monday I went to see my new counsellor but I'm not sure if I like her. She seems kinda judgmental. I'll go again on Tuesday tho and give her another chance.

I also went to the doctor again (cuz of a rash I had) and she suggested CBT meditation to help control my crazy/obsessive thoughts. There's a buddhist institute in the North Laine that offers sessions. So I might do that too.

I am still broke of course. But I am now looking for jobs. Which is good. Cuz I'm doing something. Etc etc.

People say...


Posted by: stagiaire on Wed August 23, 2006 at 22:54

Posted by: Clarissa on Wed August 23, 2006 at 23:09

>>one of the common afflictions associated with being human

Posted by: The BML on Thu August 24, 2006 at 14:30

Yeah for being productive!

Posted by: J on Thu August 24, 2006 at 15:13

Very good!

Posted by: Anne on Fri August 25, 2006 at 12:30