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Fri, Mar 10 2006 @ 22:47   //   Category: Randomness   //   4 comments

[this entry was started last night then interrupted by a long phonecall. updates/corrections in square brackets...]

I've discovered a new way of updating... putting an entry online for a short while then taking it down again because I am bored with it or find it silly and/or irrelevant. I've done that 3 times in the past few days. *lol*

I currently have an "extreme tiredness spell" but I have to overcome that cuz 19:15 is definitely too early to go to bed cuz it means I'll wake up at 1am and be unable to get back to sleep for hours and hours. That's counterproductive.

TomTom is not talking to me for a change, I think I annoy him with my... well just in general. So I'll leave him alone for now. [was told later he still loves me] Katja's coming back tomorrow, wheee, I'm excited about that. :D I've missed her. :-( [she's back!!!! :D]

I'm sitting here without the heating on and I'm very excited about that. It means I save a lot of money. Let me specify that I'm not cold - obviously I could just leave the heating off and freeze instead, but what I mean is that it's actually warm enough so I can sit here, comfortably, without the heating on. Isn't that exciting? Uh uh? Isn't it?? [had to turn it on a little later tho]

Today we had a person from a media agency coming to college to talk to us about... well, media jobs and how to get them. It has... oh nevermind what it has. But it made me write a new skills-focused CV last night which is good I guess because it's never wrong to have an up to date CV. I stayed up until 2am doing it too. I'm... fairly pleased with it. Some parts of it are lame but in general I think it's... probably as good as it gets. Not that I'll need it anytime soon since I have to finish this course first. Why am I even writing all of this? Who even cares...

I miss Lo. She's in Norway right now. I miss Norway too. Who knows when I'll ever be going to Norway again, if at all. Anyway, Lo. Yes. Silly cuz we don't even talk that much these days. But right now I want her cuz I can't have her. :no But I'm sure she's having fun. :-)

This is becoming a very messy/disjointed entry again uh? Why do people even read this diary? I know I know, cuz they know me and stuff but like... it's really not that interesting or entertaining. And a lot of my friends don't read this and they don't seem to feel that they're missing out on anything. :)) Michelle wrote in a questionnaire that I am the funniest person she knows. That's very flattering but... what is so funny about me? :-? I don't find myself funny most of the time (ok sometimes I do, but everyone can be funny).

Anyway. Moving on. [this is where the phonecall happened so the below is new] Last night ended up being pretty bad again with... stupid decisions and actions and serious unhappiness but oh well. Also my desktop PC decided to act up again so now it's not starting up at all, just emitting a long scary beep. I am annoyed. Have just consulted Tobias via Katja so tomorrow it will be opened and checked. (I would've said "him" for Bubbles but then people would've assumed I meant Tobias. I have no intention of opening Tobias)

My boys are together (you know, geographically. for the weekend). As they should be. I love my boys very much (in fact that was one of the deleted entries... it was deleted because I didn't wanna annoy them any more with my clinginess, not because I changed my mind about the love). I also love my Mon and my Katja.

Yeah I think I'll stop here. Today was spent in bed doing nothing. I have to get over myself. Ha. Next week! *lol* Oh, and the new Google Toolbar Beta is fun!

People say...

You ARE funny.

Posted by: Michelle on Sat March 11, 2006 at 1:44


Posted by: Clarissa on Sat March 11, 2006 at 13:20

How nice to be missed

Posted by: Lo on Sun March 12, 2006 at 23:55

Posted by: Clarissa on Mon March 13, 2006 at 17:55