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Tue, Jan 10 2006 @ 23:40   //   Category: Memes   //   27 comments

Ok... same thing again... I stole this from squiZZ originally... then noticed there were some questions missing... and found much longer version so did it again. So some questions are the same, sorry. But I answered some differently. :P Go on, you know you wanna read it again. :))

What is your name?: won't tell but most ppl know
Are you named after anyone?: my mum got the name from a friend.... so I'm named after her I guess (but not in the traditional "you must carry on the name through the family" way obviously)
What's your screename?: Clarissa(wam) (or Citizen of Pop in the MJ world)
Would you name a child of yours after you?: never (even if I did want kids). I hate that habit.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: no idea tbh. would have to ask my mum if she had a male name preference.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Probably J actually. Tho she hates her name. But I like. :-)
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: some people in Lux pronounce it with an open A (that sound doesn't exist in English so can't explain) . And Germans tend to spell it with a J as that's more common in Germany.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I should've changed my last name when I had the chance (when my dad adopted me). I regret not doing that now. So yeah I guess I would.


Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: unspecified
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: I am so n/a I guess?
Birthdate:: 10th Sept 1977
Your age:: 28
Age you act:: 20
Age you wish you were:: 23
Your height:: 174cm
Eye colour:: brown
Happy with it?: yeah tho green would be better
Hair colour:: red :P
Happy with it?: yeah, I chose it :))
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: on my own, in a Darryl
Your family:: er.... my mum?
Have any pets?: one horse
Whats your job?: student!!!! :D
Piercings?: one ear
Tattoos?: no (I'm a wuss)
Obsessions?: my boys
Addictions?: yes
Do you speak another language?: German French English Luxembourgish, some Italian
Have a favorite quote?: nah
Do you have a webpage?: LOL um.. yes?


Do you live in the moment?: very much so , since the future scares me and the past... sucks.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends. I can be a right cow. :)) My cynicism doesn't help.
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: not always, but often
Do you like your handwriting?: usually no
Do you have any bad habits?: yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?: er... depends on the people I guess (whether they're friends, or work people, or whatever). Dunno tbh.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The long and winding road :)) (joking)
What's your biggest fear?: feeeeelings scare me, and losing people.
Can you sing?: no
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: yes
What are your #1 priorities in life?: money makes the world go round! Er, my friends I think.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I'm not sure. Probably since I'm fucked up and like fucked up people. :))
Are you a daredevil?: Not at all.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes, various things (lol doesn't say I have to say what it is)
Are you passive or agressive?: aggressive
Do you have a journal?: YES! 8-|
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: are these supposed to be 2 things or one and the same? Shall I say squiZZ? :)) My weakness is my lack of willpower/laziness. My strength... my intelligence? lol.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: lack of willpower
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes there is
Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah I guess it has
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't stop breathing. kills you.
What do you like the most about your body?: eyes & hands
And least?: the rest, esp double chin and general fatness
Do you think you are good looking?: average
Are you confident?: no
What is the fictional character you are most like?: dunno
Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah, by people who know me casually. not by my friends I don't think


Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no.
Read the newspaper?: only on planes.
Pray?: ugh. no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: I have non-contact list people blocked so I don't get IMs from strangers.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yep yep
Take walks in the rain?: hate the rain, so not if I can avoid it.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no. I don't really hate anyone except my father.
Drive?: rarely
Like to drive fast?: yes :((


Liked your voice?: not particularly, tho I don't HATE it either
Hurt yourself?: guess so, in certain ways.
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: literally sick or just "eeww" sick? but I guess the answer would be no to both
Been in love?: yes
Done drugs?: nothing illegal
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: my mum called an ambulance when I had an epileptic fit at 12, but it wasn't really necessary. tho they kept me overnight anyway
Had surgery?: yes, tonsils removed.
Ran away from home?: no. Well I moved out after a fight with my dad when I was 19 but that wasn't "running".
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: at school, yes
Beaten someone up?: as above
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: as a kid
Slept outdoors?: yes, at MJ events mainly
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: above 48hrs but below 72 (so I stayed up 2 nights in a row but slept some time during the 2nd day)
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: lol. yes. Is that such a big deal? :-?
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: yes. I used to pull random guys in clubs for a while
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: um... not LITERALLY but yes
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: no
Had a dream that came true?: an actual sleep dream or as in "I have a dream"? yes to both tho I guess
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: um... no. Does MJ stroking my hand count?
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: um... my friend ran over a cat once, but that was not me.
On purpose?: insects & spiders yes. Nothing bigger tho
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: probably yeah, but not in a while
Stolen anything?: yes. I used to be a bit of a kleptomaniac as a kid. and obviously lots of music & films online. :wh
Been on radio/tv?: yeah in Lux (which isn't hard really)
Been in a mosh-pit?: well I said no last time, but I guess I have, sort of.
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: no *yikes*
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah, a few. flying... and some stuff like "wah I'm late for work." And some dreams about my dad, tho they're usually variations.


Believe in life on other planets?: yeah why not
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: no (tho I like to read it for fun)
Magic?: no
God?: no
Satan?: no (tho I find him sexy as hell, haha, no pun intended)
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: well luck is really just coincidence.. so yes. Or no? um...
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: good/bad are human concepts (so no)
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: this can only be determined retrospectively... so basically it's impossible to tell.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: lol no
Do you wish on stars?: no


Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: no. er, sorry. nowhere.


Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes. lol
Who is your best friend?: do I have to choose ONE???? Mon, Katja, squiZZ.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Hmmm... it will be them three plus some other people, but I really don't know who would know most. Probably Katja at the moment cuz Mon was "away" for a while so missed a few things... tho she's kinda caught up. :P
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I suck at this. I dunno.
Your favourite inside joke?: well if it's an inside joke you won't get it will you? I have no idea. Maybe "this here looks like a bridge", that was very very funny. *lol*
Thing you're picked on most about?: :-? Maybe MJ?
Who's your longest known friend?: Martine
Newest?: Guess it was Charlie? :|
Shyest?: Monica
Funniest?: I'll say squiZZ.
Sweetest?: I dunno if I like "sweet" so none.
Closest?: isn't that the same as best/the one that knows most about you? Or is this geographically? :)) (in that case Ann-Louise)
Weirdest?: my friends are all weird
Smartest?: hmmmm... I'm not sure but even if I was I wouldn't say for fear of offending the rest. :P
Ditziest?: dunno tbh. (haha, better not piss anyone off :wh)
Friends you miss being close to the most?: geographically close or emotionally close? (I love answering a question with a question lol)
Last person you talked to online?: currently talking to squi, Mark and Martine
Who do you talk to most online?: it depends. these days squiZZ (wah he'll be gone soon!! I'll die :(() and also Mon again, and Katja. Always the same lot :))
Who are you on the phone with most?: my mum
Who do you trust most?: Mon and Katja (sorry squi :*)
Who listens to your problems?: yeah, them. and other people *lol*
Who do you fight most with?: squiZZ and Mon and my slore
Who's the nicest?: they're ALL nice!
Who's the most outgoing?: maybe Martine
Who's the best singer?: no idea, I don't think I've heard any of my friends sing. I'll say Mel but I've not actually heard her sing either. :P
Who's on your shit-list?: eh???? of my friends? :-/
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: thought about yes, but dismissed the idea.
Who's your second family?: I hate family so I wouldn't see that as a positive thing
Do you always feel understood?: depends by whom
Who's the loudest friend?: Mel :)) ;;)
Do you trust others easily?: no
Whose house were you last at?: my slore's
Name one person whose arms you feel safe in:: I don't.
Do your friends know you?: yes
Friend that lives farthest away:: Prue


Do you consider love a mistake?: yes
What do you find romantic?: romance = :-&
Turn-on?: Slim hands, pretty eyes, nice boobs, sexy neck... and skinny people apparently. :-? Nice smell. Oh, and androgyny =P~
Turn-off?: big bulky muscles. Bulkiness in general. Dunno, probably other things but I am too lazy to switch on my brain now.
First kiss?: don't remember. first snog... at 17 or sth at a party
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: freaked out. I get really horrible if people show interest in me and push them away.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: I don't date, but yes I would.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: don't care.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But I haven't actually. I am shallow. Or lucky. :))
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no. well, not "yuck" but just plain.
What is best about the opposite sex?: I tend to like non-typical-male things in men so is hard to tell. I really dunno.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: where do I start... :))
What is best about the same sex?: Boobies =P~ :))
What's the last present someone gave you?: Leaving presents from work - incense burner, necklace, little wobbly-head-things.
Are you in love?: no, right now I don't think so. :-?
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I don't have a significant other so n/a


That haunted you?: Literally? *ahem* Ok I'll have to say Charlie (but obviously not literally in that case lol)
You wanted to kill?: my father. He's the only person I want to kill.
That you laughed at?: my slore
That laughed at you?: apparently squiZZ, the cunt.
That turned you on?: I don't really get turned on in the "oh, wanna have sex way" but squiZZ in suit was very yum.
You went shopping with?: Katja & Tobias
That broke your heart?: I've not had my heart broken yet, funnily enough .
To disappoint you?: Charlie
To ask you out?: I think Prince, the guy I met on the motorway. This was years ago lol.
To make you cry?: I cried about my dad last.
To brighten up your day?: My boys, Katja, Mon.
That you thought about?: well this is kind of hard to answer since I'm doing this questionnaire now and have to think of all my friends all the time.
You saw a movie with?: squiZZ at cinema, Katja and Tobias on DVD (actually Katja only - Tobias was out shopping/not interested).
You talked to on the phone?: Ann-Louise
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: squi, Lo, Mark, Toma, Martine at the moment.
You saw?: my slore (well she's the last person I saw that I know personally. obviously saw people in the street on my way home)
You lost?: my Angel Person but I found her again. And Charlie maybe.


Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: black top saying "Anarchy", white long johns :))
Body part you're touching right now:: eh? how am I supposed to be touching a body part when I'm typing?
What are you worried about right now?: the dentist appointment tomorrow morning. Nah, not really worried about that. Dunno. Not being considered for green card lottery cuz not registered at Lux address.
What book are you reading?: NONE :(( I suck
What's on your mousepad?: nothing, it's plain blue
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, bored, warm, comfortable, scared
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: ok why did I bother to just write that down if you're gonna ask me the same stuff again? :|
Are you talking to anyone online?: I answered that earlier.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: neither
Are you listening to music?: no I'm not actually. I should be. is cuz I was watching Ally Mcbeal earlier. [am now. Eminem]

People say...

You are so very Wammy.

Posted by: Thomas Clayton on Tue January 10, 2006 at 23:20

"this here looks like a bridge"

Posted by: squiZZ on Wed January 11, 2006 at 9:40

What IS J's name? (I actually thought about that the other day...that I had no idea if she actually had a real name or if she was just a letter)

Um if it's not secret of course.

"And Germans tend to spell it with a J as that's more common in Germany." I find it difficult to remember if it's with a "J" or not. I have to spell it to see what looks most righ.

"Age you act:: 20" Hm. Please explain HOW you act (or why you believe you act) 20?

WHy have you pierced only one ear?

WHo are "your boys"? Still squiZZ and Tom, or does "your boys" now also include Charlie? And why are they "your boys" and your female friends not "your girls". Because they're so young?

"Do you live in the moment?: very much so , since the future scares me and the past... sucks." You SO don't live in the moment.

"Are you a loner?: yes" Again, please explain. You mean this only in a "don't want a boyfriend" sense?

"My strength... my intelligence? lol."
Do you consider yourself to be more intelligent than avarage? (ANd do you know almost everyone does? ) ANd if yes, why? Have you like...done proper IQ tests and stuff? (Not saying you're not, but just wondering)

"Eaten something that made other people sick?: literally sick or just "eeww" sick? but I guess the answer would be no to both" Those things you ate lots of for a while and I don't remember what are called were kinda "eeeww".

"Had surgery?: yes, tonsils removed." I read toenails the first time I saw this. That was REALLY "eeww" (and too of course).

"Your favourite inside joke?: well if it's an inside joke you won't get it will you? I have no idea. Maybe "this here looks like a bridge", that was very very funny. *lol*" I hate inside jokes. When I'm not ...inside.

"Are you in love?: no, right now I don't think so." "Mon was "away" for a while so missed a few things... tho she's kinda caught up." Clearly I have not.

"Not being considered for green card lottery cuz not registered at Lux address. " Not that you'd win anyway, but .

"What book are you reading?: NONE I suck" WHy?! (I mean; You read more than most people so why "I suck" if you're not reading anything RIGHT NOW.)

Woooooh this was fun Meh I should study.

Posted by: JarJar on Wed January 11, 2006 at 10:54

Woah, lots of questions. Ok, something to do on my lunch hour.

Not sure if I am allowed to put J's full name on here so I will tell you later.

I act 20 because I am back to studying, I prefer not to get a job... I have a lot of friends that age so kind of adapt... my mum keeps saying "when are you ever gonna grow up" so I mean it somewhat like that. I'm not settled or anything.

I have one ear pierced cuz that's the only hole still open. Used to have 3.

My boys now are just Tom and squiZZ. They just became that after they got together... calling them both my Pets would have been weird. I guess it has to do with their age... and just my relation to them. As you know I dunno what's happening with Charlie.

I live in the moment in the sense that I don't think further ahead than a few... weeks. I don't have long term plans. I DON'T live in the moment in the "oh I enjoy right now" sense, no.

Yes I do consider myself above average intelligent. Not supersupersmart (my dad was much smarter than me for instance), but more intelligent than a lot of people. I've not done a proper IQ test, just some rubbish ones online. But just comparing my grasp of things... I think I can be better than others? *shrug* And a lot of people tell/told me I'm smart (teachers etc) so I'll believe them (for once).

Not sure what eewww things you mean.

Hm about the being in love thing. Who am I supposed to be in love with? Charlie still? That kinda faded out after he left (not saying it couldn't come back if he reappears... which is why I said "right now").

I suck cuz I've not read a book in AGES, really, MONTHS. And I used to read so many.

The end.

Posted by: Clarissa on Wed January 11, 2006 at 12:40

Are you epileptic?

Do you ever hear from that Prince guy again? You should have gone out with him, for the name alone.

Posted by: Not the BML on Wed January 11, 2006 at 13:00

Argh why am I not the BML?! Did you change it on my PC you cow?

Weird tho, I posted as The BML earlier...

Posted by: Not the BML on Wed January 11, 2006 at 16:38


Posted by: Shaziak on Wed January 11, 2006 at 16:41


You didn't answer the loner one though. *stubborn yahoo smiley*

Hm @ the 20 thing. WHich basically means I act like I'm 20 too. ANd lots of other people actually.

So by not living in the moment you just mean you don't know where you'll be next year ja? Sort of.

And I didn't know about CHarlie. Last I talked to you about him was before you emailed him. (And I thought whenever you stopped being in love with one person you swiched back to another, so if no longer Charlie I assumed you'd be in love with Tay oir squiZZ again. )

And I think I see @ intelligence. You think of it mainly as...um stuff you have learned? Like... or uh, not maybe, I don't. Yes, hold on... umm .. LIke those people who live in the jungle and speak strange languages and don't have TVs or news papers or schools or normal jobs or lots of stuff at all, you see them unintelligent?

ANd those green things...gherkin-things?

Posted by: JarJar on Wed January 11, 2006 at 17:25

LOL @ loner. Yes I forgot. No I don't mean it as a relationship thing only, I mean that I am quite content being by myself, and often long to be alone again when I've been with people for a while.

Yes @ living in the moment.

Yeah @ going back to squiZZ/Tom, well I have been clinging to them a lot more again but I wouldn't call it in love anymore... esp. after being reminded what really obsessedly being in love feels like.

And no, I don't think of intelligence as the same thing as knowledge. Where did you get that from? I was talking about my grasp of things, i.e. my ability to understand new concepts. Has nothing to do with knowledge.

Ah @ gherkins. They are not ew

Slore, I am not epileptic, I had just this one fit and it was stress-related. And yes I changed your name.

No, Prince stopped calling after I fobbed him off a few times. He was creepy. He wanted to come and see me in Paris and stuff... way too keen.

Ooooh Shazia, I didn't know you had a site. *goes to read*

Posted by: Wam on Wed January 11, 2006 at 19:44

Ah @ loner. Is interesting how we see things so differently lol. (I didn't even think YOU saw it that way. )

And hm @ intelligence. I guess i got "that" from...because you mentioned teachers and teachers tend to praise students who do lots of homework and stuff. Aaaand because of people you've mentioned in the past as particularly intelligent that I see as normal. (But well, I see most people I know as normal, intelligence wise)

Posted by: JarJar on Wed January 11, 2006 at 21:02

Just started it recently!

Posted by: Shazia on Wed January 11, 2006 at 21:03

Odd that you would not see it like that @ loner. *lol* I'm not as much of one as you are, but certainly less sociable than the average person out there.

Our teachers don't necessarily praise just those who do loads of homework.

But well ja we maybe have a different concept of intelligence. I base my opinion (about those people I praised) on the ease they have to get thru college/uni without having to work hard (that's always an indicator of intelligence to me, and I apply that to myself too), and their ability to argue cleverly etc. Not necessarily their maturity or their opinions (so Yves for instance I find very intelligent, even tho his opinions differ vastly from mine).

Posted by: Clarissa on Wed January 11, 2006 at 21:59

It isn't that strange. I think you said latest just a few days ago if it weren't for the Internet you'd spend the time with people in real life instead. And you've also said you're never lonely because (among other things) you always make sure you have enough people to keep you company + lots other things. And you pretty much...ALWAYS speak to tons of people online.

Um and ja we probably do see "intelligence" a bit differently.
I too can get through exams with nice grades with minimal work done, but I don't think of me as particularly intelligent. I just think...some people are good at some things, like reading little / doing little work and then be able to preform. But that might as well have something to do with memory. Or confidence. Or willingness to learn. Or...something else.

Actually I think I'd have to think about what intelligence is to me before I explain my opinion. lol

Posted by: JarJar on Thu January 12, 2006 at 0:05

Ja that would be interesting to hear, as I really wonder.

But if you're really stupid then all the confidence in the world is not gonna get you through an exam.
If we assume intelligence to be something that can be measured (by an IQ test for instance), then it is something quite concrete.
You can have a very high IQ but be completely unable to live a social life - but then that's cuz you're lacking other skills that have nothing to do with intelligence.

Also I think you underestimate the stupidity of people. Of course I think of you as above average intelligent too. Maybe you're a bit too protected so you've not experienced people with a really low IQ. You would notice the difference, trust me. *lol*

Posted by: Clarissa on Thu January 12, 2006 at 11:09

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Probably J actually. Tho she hates her name. But I like.

Aw! I'm flattered But why? It's so old fashioned! I only get called my full name by my folks and at work other than that I don't want to hear it...

Great entry, byotch!

Posted by: Just J on Thu January 12, 2006 at 11:16

I just like the name, not sure why. I like quite a lot of Jewish (female) names. You should embrace your name! I used to hate mine too...

And thank you byotch!

Posted by: Clarissa on Thu January 12, 2006 at 12:59

I work with people with a really low IQ lol. (But they are of course below average, that's why I work with them.)I don't actually know what average is, I just think of people that are like me as average.

Posted by: JarJar on Thu January 12, 2006 at 13:32

Is J's name Jewish?

Posted by: The BML on Thu January 12, 2006 at 17:45

(Btw, not saying I don't think you're smart and know lots of stuff, I do think you are/do, but I'm just not sure what I think about this intelligence thing.)

Posted by: JarJar on Thu January 12, 2006 at 20:24

Yes @ BML.

Mhm @ working with people with very low IQ, ok but then you know them for that. A lot of the working, functioning population is pretty low as well lol.

Do a search for "average" on this page for some interesting info.

Posted by: Clarissa on Thu January 12, 2006 at 20:27

Hm apparently the link I gave has racist tendencies?

Posted by: Clarissa on Thu January 12, 2006 at 21:11

From the Hebrew name Yehudit which meant "woman from Judea". Judea was an ancient region in Israel. In the Old Testament Judith was one of the wives of Esau. This was also the name of the main character of the apocryphal Book of Judith who kills an invading Assyrian commander by beheading him in his sleep.

My mum calls me Yehudit sometimes....

Posted by: J on Thu January 12, 2006 at 22:44


Posted by: The BML on Fri January 13, 2006 at 13:05

Leave me 'lone!

Posted by: Clarissa on Fri January 13, 2006 at 13:10

I didn't know that @ J. Interesting! I thought it was English.

Fuck off @ Slore. Upfuckingdate you lazy bitch!

Posted by: The BML on Fri January 13, 2006 at 17:44

Fuck off.

Posted by: Clarissa on Fri January 13, 2006 at 23:19

u'r so nice to each other..

Posted by: d on Sat January 14, 2006 at 9:38