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Thu, Dec 01 2005 @ 22:01   //   Category: Life & Me   //   7 comments

... but not for long.

I got totally stressed earlier when I realized I won't actually be here tomorrow since I'm going to London to meet d and Lo straight after work. So I had to pack and clean and transfer money to college and do all sorts of stuff, and I still have to do the dishes and, er, some more stuff that I can't remember now and it's all very frightening. I'm sure I've forgotten something. And all the stuff I have to take into work tomorrow!!! The bag for Stockholm of course, and the bag with the clothes I need to change into to race to London, and the normal work bag... ugh. And all the health stuff I'm eating at the moment, incl. the leftover salad from the fridge that I don't wanna waste. :))

And on my lunch break I will need to run to the post office, and to buy some more stuff that I again can't remember now, and I would want to go to the station to get a ticket but I won't manage, so I'll have to get a cab after work, and it will all be stressful, and I was gonna go see that exhibition at the Phoenix Gallery all week and now I've missed it cuz tomorrow is the last day and wah wah wah. *lol*

And the fact that I don't have waterproof shoes is annoying too. But apart from that I'm doing good, for if we look at it from a positive side (I know, I tend to have trouble with that) I have the following to look forward to (Sue-my-counsellor has asked me to make a gratitude list for next week lol, so I can add these):
- meeting d and Lo for dinner tomorrow :D
- spending the night with the crazy but adorable and sexy Mel =P~
- flying to yet another foreign country - one I've never been to (except for some Xmas shopping with Mon & co)
- meeting the lovely Vegaaaaa who has been most marvellous at making me feel welcome :D :x
- seeing the Fugees in less than two days OMFGDFHXDJAH!!!! :o =P~ :D

I actually had a dream featuring Lauryn last night. She was iceskating (she was good!!) and... various stuff. I met her in the dream! :D My evil mother was in it too. My mother is evil cuz yet again she has proven that she thinks nothing of me, and that she turns everything around to be able to criticize me. Tho allegedly all she does is "giving me advice." 8-| So we're not talking again for a change. Her loss. (lol I wrote "her loos" there at first :)))

Hm anyway. What else was there. Ah yes work is still stress, well not so much amout-of-phonecalls-wise but just cuz they're slave drivers (the managers) and they all fucking annoy me (the users). I wanna strangle them all at the moment, and the thought of having to go in again tomorrow before being off again is making me feel all aaaaargh!!! And that I have to go in ... shall I count? 23 more times apparently. They booked me in to work both on the 26th and the 27th (bank holidays). Nice innit. I was stupid enough to say "I'll do both days if there is a desperate need" - I should have known there would be. :| But it means I get loads of money cuz I can't take the days in lieu since leaving so soon, so I will be paid 2.5 days for each of the two. :D

So I could buy a video iPod (saw it at tax free Dixons last weekend and fell in love) but I have decided I don't want one after all, since it only plays weird video formats. So have to get my Zen fixed some time soon. But first I need it for London-Stockholm. But then I'll need it for Mainz NY's Eve as well... ugh. Being dependent on music sucks. Being dependent on anything sucks in fact.

This Movable Type thing sucks too for some reason. So I'll stop using it for now and run around like a headless chicken some more doing all the things I have to do. Speak to you Tuesday or sth.

People say...

"but I have decided I don't want one after all"

That is thye best thing I've heard in . . . forever!

Posted by: squiZZ on Fri December 2, 2005 at 0:06

I want one, but I don't have the money for crap like that.

Posted by: Michelle on Fri December 2, 2005 at 2:51

I might get one after all just to annoy you squiZZ.

Sorry Michelle

Posted by: Clarissa on Fri December 2, 2005 at 12:01

Ooooh! You were doing so well with the positive thinking until the end:).

I have a video ipod and I love it. I have no videos yet, I'm going to put on some MJ, Culture Club, and R.E.M. The screen is so nice. You should get one.

I like the Lauryn Hill ice skating dream. That's nice. Can we have Michael Stipe join the ice skating dream?

hope you're having fun.

Posted by: jimmy on Fri December 2, 2005 at 18:49

Citz is asleep on my sofa at the moment!! She came with a green bag.. but declined my offer of green grapes.

jimmy.. I have one too but can't figure out how to put videos on it.

Posted by: Mel on Sat December 3, 2005 at 1:33

Mel, isn't she RUDE?!

Byeeee Citz, have fun you big slut! *waves*

Posted by: The BML on Sat December 3, 2005 at 9:51

Aaawww cute Mel
I will make sure I accept your grapes next time you offer me some
I have a Vega in a bathtowel behind me

Jimmy, I did buy an iPod yesterday (I have a 3 month money back guarantee so will test it) and now squiZZ is not talking to me anymore (or maybe thatīs for another reason, who knows). The screen on the PSP is better tho, but thatīs just too big for my liking.

@ the whore.

Posted by: Clarissa on Sun December 4, 2005 at 10:27