So what is next pray tell?

I have successfully failed.
As was expected of me.
Now if only I had the courage to kill myself.
As would be decent of me.

But of course I didn't or won't (just yet).

Instead I went for a walk along the sea.
And sat on my beloved breakwater thing amidst the wild waves.
And faced the sea. It was nice and soothing.

But I had promised people I would be back after 30mins.
So I left the breakwater thing and returned home.
And told people I was back and had not drowned myself.

I love people.
Not many.
Just a few.
But them very much.