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Category: Life & Me | 11 Comments | Posted 21:43

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*ahem* Ja so I thought I'd do an entry so the depressing one is not on top anymore, tho I don't really have much to say. I still hate my dissertation - done some reading today and realised most of the material I got from uni last week (and spent a fortune on for petrol/copies etc) is crap so I'm still stuck at some 7,000 words with not much hope of getting near 20,000 any time soon.

Yeah cuz basically I really wanna finish this shit so I can move on. I have until the end of August now but first off I don't have enough money to last me that long, and secondly I really really hate my job and need to quit as soon as possible - and obviously I can only do that once I'm done with the dissertation so I can get a proper full time job (not that I'm particularly looking forward to that either).

I still hate my hair too - went to Boots this morning and considered buying hair dye... I often dye my hair when I'm depressed or frustrated, it helps to make me feel better about myself. I'd found a nice dark red one & put it in my basket... and then changed my mind, not entirely sure why. I think it had something to do with not being sure if I wanna go back to red, or if I wanna stay dark and gothic for another while. Whatever the case, I will need to do sth about it soon as I have an alarming amount of grey among my brown/purple. And I'm only 26...

Speaking of which, I bought my first anti-ageing creme the other day. I remember a few years ago Lady Nour told me it was never too early to start fighting wrinkles. It's only a cheap one from Lidl (maybe it does more harm than good) but I thought I would give it a try anyway. Goes well with the grey hair after all.

I bought three new books this morning as well - I can never resist 3 for 2 offers, however broke I am. Am quite chuffed about having new reading material, tho it will only distract me from my dissertation I guess. But reading is good. I also bought another one of them 3-day-detox things cuz I thought it was about time again. Started straight away and quit again this afternoon cuz I had the feeling it wasn't doing my stomach any good - so that's £13.50 completely wasted (yes they're that expensive) - didn't exactly lift my spirits, that.

Hm yeah, so here's another not-very-happy entry at the top. Maybe it's PMT or something. It can't be the weather after all - that at least isn't letting me down at the moment.

PS Oh, I also hate my layout.