Oedipus et al.

Is an Oedipus Complex something typically male? Hm, seems that interpretations differ. Anyway, I think I'm unusually focused on my mother. I get sooo worked up whenever I talk about her opinions of me, and it seems that a lot of my entries are about how much she annoys me, and how little we can relate to each other, when I just shouldn't care according to what I try to make myself and others believe. So yeah, surely that's unhealthy.

I've also told the squiZZpet® that I will marry him if he so desires. Ain't backing down this time either (well there's a small technical detail that needs to be fulfilled/solved). I decided while replying to long mail from a friend going (among other stuff) "wtf are you doing, are you mad, you're not serious right" and it just made me go " well if that's how you see it I'll show you what I can do." Sensible people are so damn boring.

I found a Xmas mail (on my Hotmail account) today from a friend, Mario, the first online guy I ever met up with (6 years ago) - was quite spooky. Chatted to him for a while on Yahoo. I've come such a long way since then, meeting-online-people-wise (and otherwise too). Scary.

Anyway. Bedtime.