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I fail & disappoint

Sat, Dec 17 2005 @ 11:32 // Category: Randomness // 20 comments

might as well kill myself

People say...

You're very most of the time.
And

Posted by: Lo on Sat December 17, 2005 at 12:02

no I'm not

Posted by: Clarissa on Sat December 17, 2005 at 12:17

Yes, you are!

Posted by: Michelle on Sat December 17, 2005 at 15:09

You're a very sweet person.

What's the matter?

Posted by: jimmy on Sat December 17, 2005 at 15:15

Shut it! You ROCK!!!

Posted by: j on Sat December 17, 2005 at 19:57

j's got a point

Posted by: d on Sat December 17, 2005 at 22:26

Yeah and at least you have lots of people to tell you not to kill yourself.

Posted by: JarJar on Sat December 17, 2005 at 23:45

don't kill yourself jarjar :(

Posted by: d on Sat December 17, 2005 at 23:51

Mon, you dont talk to anyone, so how are we supposed to tell you not to kill yourself?
You used to be my reason not to kill myself, remember?

Posted by: Clarissa on Sun December 18, 2005 at 0:04

hey, who is the failure here?

Posted by: Val on Sun December 18, 2005 at 12:42

That's not exactly what I meant by what I said. I'm not gonna kill myself. I meant it would be worse if you were all alone and wanted to kill yourself, which you are not. I didn't mean to compare you to me.

Posted by: JarJar on Sun December 18, 2005 at 14:52

Ah yeah I forgot what I was gonna say before I found out the last comment turned into "don't kill yourself jar"; I had wam-suicide-nightmares tonight so I'm glad there are other entries here today. :)

Posted by: JarJar on Sun December 18, 2005 at 15:00

Ok. I am glad.

Don't have Wam-suicide-nightmares. Like you, Wam is not the suicidal kind.

Would still be nice if you talked to me tho. I texted you yest. morning & the text wasn't delivered & then after I recovered I was glad cuz the text would've been like, breaking my "I'll leave you alone" promise... but well yeah. I love you and I miss you.

Posted by: Wam on Sun December 18, 2005 at 15:14

I love you and miss you too.

Posted by: JarJar on Mon December 19, 2005 at 10:18

But that's not gonna change your decision?

Posted by: Clarissa on Mon December 19, 2005 at 12:27

Check your inbox JarJarrrrrrr!

Posted by: squiZZle on Mon December 19, 2005 at 13:01

I never really. . . made a decision. If you still want to talk to me can I stop avoiding yahoo.

Posted by: JarJar on Tue December 20, 2005 at 12:52

Wasn't avoiding Yahoo a decision?

I never didn't want to talk to you. Well I only asked for a few days break but then I said I wanted to again but you never reappeared after I came back from Germany.

Posted by: Clarissa on Tue December 20, 2005 at 18:27

Yes. But I didn't decide to not speak to you again. I just temporarily gave up. Which may be the same thing. I am confused. ANyway, after a while I thought you no longer cared to speak to me so I stopped thinking about it.

Posted by: JarJar on Wed December 21, 2005 at 20:06

I didn't not care. I just did my best to get used to the situation since I thought that was gonna be it, for real, this time.
I never really stopped thinking about it tho.
Oh well.

Posted by: Clarissa on Wed December 21, 2005 at 20:39