I was gonna tidy my flat (Kate's gonna be in Brighton tomorrow so she's coming to visit and I'd better get rid of the mess here) but I've just found out the lightbulb is blown so it's too dark to clean and I can't go buy a new one just yet cuz I must listen to Radio2 as it has Natalie Imbruglia live and a little later on Moby and I can't miss that. So I'll do a few questionnaires I've been collecting.
A small update about my life first maybe... I've had a pretty shitty week, tho today has been marginally better. Kept myself busy and tried not to think about the negative things too much. Went to the Hove College open day. It's very cute and I am definitely doing that course now which I am quite excited about. Hopefully work will let me do part time, if not I'll have to quit I guess.
Yeah and then I've taken time off work and booked flights for both Fugees concerts - am staying the extra day in Stockholm to see more of it - thanks again to Vega who will be my tour guide. 
Zurich will be a very short thing, coming back the next morning so I only need to take 1.5 days off.
Yeah so that's it. Moby's on now, so soon off to get a lightbulb lol. But first the questionnaires...
These are stolen from Michelle.
YOUR LIFE
they call me: Clarissa, Wam, Citz, and various other things.
sex: female
my first breath of air: no idea what it was like, I have no recollection of the 1st years of my life lol.
occupation: IT analyst - but going back to college in Jan .
best friends: no comment.
REWIND
most memorable memory: probably some of the MJ events 
worst?: dad dying?
first word uttered: no clue. Mama or sth like that I guess
first best friend ever!?: Stefanie, German girl who lived in our building.
LOVE?
love is: a biochemical process.
first love: dunno. Freddie Mercury? lol
love or lust?: neither.
best love song: Be Mine by REM.
is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: yeah I guess so. feelings suck
when love hurts, you: depends. cry, complain, curse, and do various stupid things I'd rather not go into right now.
true or false: all you need is love: oh fuck no.
is there such thing as love @ first sight?: it can happen, but it's really sth you can only assess retrospectively so it's kinda crap.
SIGNIFICANT OTHERS
turn ons: hands, legs, boobs, necks lol. nice smell
turn offs: lots of things. I'm not easily turned on lol.
do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: (I'll take this to apply to friends since I don't do relationships) It won't influence me, but it bugs me when my mum disapproves of friends cuz then we keep getting into arguments which sucks.
what kinda hair style?: doesn't matter.
the sweetest thing someone can do for you?: can be various things. but generally: show me that you care, don't just talk bullshit about how much you love me when your actions make it clear you don't give a fuck.
where do you go to meet new people?: I don't seek out new people. I guess mainly online tho.
are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: Gosh no.
PICKY PICKY
dog or cat: cats all the way!
short or long hair: whatever, depends really.
sunshine or rain: sunshine! rain sucks.
moon or sun: sun cuz it gives sunshine. nice full moon is pretty as well tho.
hugs or kisses: hugs.
1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: acquaintances sounds like boring smalltalk. but depending too much on one person sucks too cuz it hurts so much more when they disappoint (yay for paranoia)
summer or winter: summer. hate cold and rain (and it never snows these days anymore)
written letters or emails: letters cuz they're more effort so they mean more. And I'm shit at emailing these days, except to Katja.
playstation or nintendo: PS2 cuz I play that loads at K&T's place 
car or motorcycle: car, tho I really want a scooter again.
sing or dance: I'm a really crap singer, so dance I guess.
freak or slow dance: define "freak"?
LATELY
how are you today? much better than yesterday, but still fairly meh on average.
what pants are you wearing right now? orange shorts lol.
what shirt are you wearing right now? blue longsleeved with dragon.
what does your hair look like at the moment? a mess. will be dying it redder later or tomorrow.
what song are u listening to right now? Moby live on Radio2. Slipping Away.
how is the weather right now? Nice actually! Sunny. Tho the sun is about to set.
last person you talked to on the phone? Kate.
last dream you can remember? that I had washed and conditioned my hair and then thought "shit I was gonna dye it" lol. Fascinating uh?
who are you talking to right now? obviously no one!?
what time is it?: 18:35.
MORE ABOUT YOU
what are the last four digits of your phone number? 0557.
if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: green
have you ever almost died? no.
what's the next CD you are going to buy? dunno. Robbie's new album?
what's the best advice ever given to you? dunno.
have u ever won any special award? No. Do Western Riding trophies count?
what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? Plenty of stuff. My MA? Trying to teach?
how many kids do you want to have? None 
shampoo? L'Oreal Gloss Color.
what are you most scared of? feelings. the future. spiders & craneflies (nice combination uh? lol)
how many TVs do you have in your house? None. TV card in the PC, but not watched in months.
do you have your own TV? see above.
have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? sprained.
what do you dream about? various stuff, but I suck at remembering my dreams.
who do you tell your dreams to? Katja sometimes
SECOND QUESTIONNAIRE STOLEN FROM MICHELLE
1. What time did you get up this morning? 11.00ish
2. Diamonds, pearls or silver? silver.
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. In fact that's the last 4 films I've seen at the cinema 
4. What is your favorite TV show? Blackadder? My Family?
5. What did you have for breakfast? Nothing. Burger from Churchill Square is the 1st and only thing I've eaten today (so far).
6. What is your middle name? none.
7. What is your favorite cuisine? Italian I guess.
8. What foods do you dislike? LOADS. lol. Chinese.
9. What is your favorite chip/crisp flavor? ready salted
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? not sure. have rediscovered Falco, and also Cyndi Lauper.
11. What kind of car do you drive? None. 
No more Lara 
12. Favourite sandwich? Italian B.M.T. from Subway 
13. What characteristics do you despise? Loads. I am very misanthropic.
14. Favorite item of clothing? pyjamas? lol.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? New York & Paris.
16. What color is your bathroom? White.
17. Favorite brand of clothing? Primark!
18. Where would you retire to? no clue. Paris? New York? lol. Or Brighton.
19. Favorite time of day? As soon as work is over.
20. What was your most memorable birthday? 2001 cuz was in NYC... and the next day the WTC disappeared.
21. Where were you born? Luxembourg.
22. Favorite sport to watch? all sports are boring to watch.
23. What fabric detergent do you use? Somerfield's own brand at the moment.
24. Coke or Pepsi? Diet Coke! 
Ok and this next one I found on this guy's blog. Thought I'd give it a go. Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs: Michael Jackson, obviously.
1. Are you male or female: Girlfriend
2. Describe yourself: Everybody's Somebody's Fool
3. How do some people feel about you: Speechless apparently
4. How do you feel about yourself: Cry
5. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: n/a lol
6. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend: n/a
7. Describe where you want to be: You Are Not Alone
8. Describe how you live: Is It Scary (lol, only until I've cleaned up tho)
9. Describe how you love: I Can't Help It
10. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: Morphine! (kidding.)
11. Share a few words of Wisdom: People Make The World Go Round
12. Now say goodbye: Beat It
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Posted by: Kal on Sat October 1, 2005 at 19:30
GOODNESS you're scary lol.
Ja, I check your blog from time to time.
Shit, I just thought I could steal a questionnaire from you, but it ain't working out like that if you steal mine. lol
Posted by: Michelle on Sun October 2, 2005 at 10:12
sorry
You could always steal the last one.
Hmm... first I thought it was too personal, but then again - yeah, I'll do.
Wooo
Done it! 
I thought you did buy a TV??
PS. Like the MJ questionnaire - bit weird tho!
Posted by: The BML on Mon October 3, 2005 at 10:52No I bought a PC with a TV card. I wouldn't have anywhere to put a telly.
Posted by: Clarissa on Mon October 3, 2005 at 17:01Hello fuckin' Kitty?!!!
What about bringing the ducks back?
Posted by: squiZZ on Sun October 9, 2005 at 9:32You left that comment on the wrong blog