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Clarissa 29 Brighton UK. Atheist asexual cynic. Loves green. Hates kids.
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What am I?
Wed, Jun 08 2005 @ 19:29   //   Category: Me about me  

I am the one they thought was gonna be different.
I am the one they knew was gonna fail.
I am the one who feels disgust when she looks in the mirror.
I am the one who doesn't know what she wants.
I am the one who's unable to want what she's supposed to want.
I am the one who just wants.

I am the one who is afraid of the future.
I am the one who can't deal with the present.
I am the one who doesn't know what to make of the past.

I am the one who expresses so much hate.
I am the one who wants so much love.
I am the one who feels so much disappointment.

I am the little ant trapped. I am just another one of them. I am the anchor. I am the mistake. I am the failed opportunity. I am the foreseeable catastrophe. I am the slow decay. I am the one who wants to break free.

I am the one who's meant to be perfect. I am the one they try to love. I am the one depended on. I am the one not considered. I am the one who disappoints. I am the one who cannot live up to expectations. I am the one who can't. I am the one who's sorry.

I am the one who tries.
I am the one who fails.
I am the one who fails.
I am the one who fails.