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Sun, Mar 13 2005 @ 22:12   //   Category: Me about me   //   6 comments

I've just been to the beach. For the 1st time since I moved. It's different here cuz so much closer to town. It's kinda hard to get into the whole "we are nothing and the universe is vast" feeling when you have the Palace Pier with its pleasure dome and its flashing lights just 5mins walk away.

Instead, many other things went through my mind. They made me wonder, made me think, made me come to tentative conclusions... and one thought imposed itself, which is the following:

I am an individual and my experience is unique. It would be impossible to make anyone understand every single bit of what makes up me.

Sooo maybe I should just stop trying to explain myself. Maybe the key to happiness is accepting yourself just the way you are. Who are you trying to impress anyway? We can never be perfect, and we can never please anyone completely. Least of all ourselves lol.

I would elaborate but I am no longer trying to explain myself. 8-} (read: I am lazy and bored of this now)

People say...

Woooh @ realising.
It's actually *doing* it that is difficult though.

Posted by: JarJar on Mon March 14, 2005 at 8:07

Yes I know

Posted by: Clarissa on Mon March 14, 2005 at 8:16

I agree with that and have thought it so many times.
Maybe not so eloquently...

Posted by: snow white on Mon March 14, 2005 at 11:46

I am not eloquent.

Posted by: Wam on Mon March 14, 2005 at 13:15

True. You're a blowhole.

Posted by: BML The on Tue March 15, 2005 at 11:46

at least I'm not a crackwhore
I would suck if I were.

Posted by: Clarissa on Tue March 15, 2005 at 14:33